NightmAre

i hate national service .. wad kind of suck thing is dat ..
impossible the three month of camp can let us learn a lot of things lu , it just waste our time onli .. some more is 3 month arrhx ..! Argh , is 3 month . it is a very long time ..
3month = 91 day = 2184 hours ..

izzit dat is our fate , you is selected but i'm not ..!
should i go apply for ns , although i apply will we same badge ..?
i dunno wad can i do ..
without crying still is crying .. since i knew you need go for ns , i try control my emotions ..
but i failed , i was crying infront of you .. but you never noe the reason why i'm crying ..
why god so cruel ?!
i need you , i dun wish you are going ..
dat three month will become a distance obstacle between us ..