sick

flu , cough , fever ..

since yesterday back from school , i keep feel not well ..
izzit i fall sick d ..?!
i don't scared suffering from sick , i just scared need to quarantine
if need quarantine mean that i can't go tuition edi ..
so that cant meet you for one week ..

i didnt think much nor request more .
i just want you know that i need you when i was sick .

[ when you walk away , t count the steps that you take . do you see how much i need you right now ?
when youre gone , the pieces of my heart are missing you
when youre gone , the face i came to know is missing too
when youre gone the words i need to hear to always get me throught the day
and make it ok i miss you ]

You ..

Non stop thinking of YOU ..

Ya , i agree wad my friends said .. you really is a good guy , regret for last time duno how to appreciate you .. if now start to appreciate you will it too late ..?

Hooray .! so happy when knew dat you won in your skul badminton competition ..
Actually i had plan for going dat competiton , but .. i sked you dislike , nvm ba .. no matter where i am , i will be your supporter ..
You really is the very actice guy , like take part is sport .. dat also is the reason why i fall in love with you ..

Don't try to criticize me .! I will LOVE you as long as me can ..

memori ...

dun ask me how much i love you , as long as you love me too ..

i had wait you around 5 mon ++ , i really feel very very tired .. wad should i do ..? should i stop it earlier ..?!

without crying still crying , how useless i am .. but the memory which you given for me really is unforgettable ..

wad can i hold it tightly now jz is our memory ..

nowaday we seldom contact d , even sms also less d ..

try to survive without you .. still remember wad you told me be4 :" we juzt is a friens , i told you before . "

i think you already success to forget me , forget our memory , our promise , dat necklace and a lot .. juz give me some time to forget you bah , i will try my best , as much as i can ..

NightmAre

i hate national service .. wad kind of suck thing is dat ..
impossible the three month of camp can let us learn a lot of things lu , it just waste our time onli .. some more is 3 month arrhx ..! Argh , is 3 month . it is a very long time ..
3month = 91 day = 2184 hours ..

izzit dat is our fate , you is selected but i'm not ..!
should i go apply for ns , although i apply will we same badge ..?
i dunno wad can i do ..
without crying still is crying .. since i knew you need go for ns , i try control my emotions ..
but i failed , i was crying infront of you .. but you never noe the reason why i'm crying ..
why god so cruel ?!
i need you , i dun wish you are going ..
dat three month will become a distance obstacle between us ..

大女人

爱上了你，就如我啊爱上了雨天

只有漫步在雨中，才不会让人发现我在哭泣

命运是掌握在我们的手里，但我们却不能改变命运

固执而行到头来也是换来伤害

上天安排我们的相遇，相识以及相爱；但却要我们接受分开的命运

我不像其他女生那样的温柔，我就是有自我的特色

但冥冥让你爱上一个娇小的女生，她比我还懂怎样向你撒娇

大女人，小女生的之间，你选择了她，同时也放弃了我

承若是如此的美丽，但又是如此的残酷

我们的约定是否能像丢东西一样，说丢就丢

我们的回忆是否能任由风的呼唤，随风而去

每当你的转身，我都会眼睁的看着你离我而去

默默的在心里数着，你我的距离 ...

女生

再怎么坚强的女生也会有脆弱的一面。

今天就让我发现她也一样。。

平时多么努力的伪装快乐，也只是伪装。。

她依然让‘他’牵引着她的情绪，原来她一直都非常需要‘他’

只是一直在哪儿假装，装着对一切也不在乎

这就是所谓的女生

上帝再制造人时犯了很大的错误

它只赐给人类一半的灵魂。所以我们一直在这世上寻寻觅觅地寻找属于我们自己的另一半灵魂，

它仿佛成了我们的另个使命。但是否每个人都能完成这个使命呢

在过程中我们要受多大的伤害以及打击

无私的付出是否能换回我们应得的回报

从陌生到熟悉 ，从朋友至恋人，从恋人在变会最熟悉的陌生人

一切都来得快时，去得也快

但是否每个人都拿得起放得下？

每个人都能忍受这种打击后又能恢复以前的生活？

char birthday pic ..

dose pic is cap on char b.day ..

it so messy right ..

sorry , bcoz i was lazy to arrange it again d ..

PS .. ^^