sick

flu , cough , fever ..

since yesterday back from school , i keep feel not well ..
izzit i fall sick d ..?!
i don't scared suffering from sick , i just scared need to quarantine
if need quarantine mean that i can't go tuition edi ..
so that cant meet you for one week ..

i didnt think much nor request more .
i just want you know that i need you when i was sick .

[ when you walk away , t count the steps that you take . do you see how much i need you right now ?
when youre gone , the pieces of my heart are missing you
when youre gone , the face i came to know is missing too
when youre gone the words i need to hear to always get me throught the day
and make it ok i miss you ]

You ..

Non stop thinking of YOU ..

Ya , i agree wad my friends said .. you really is a good guy , regret for last time duno how to appreciate you .. if now start to appreciate you will it too late ..?

Hooray .! so happy when knew dat you won in your skul badminton competition ..
Actually i had plan for going dat competiton , but .. i sked you dislike , nvm ba .. no matter where i am , i will be your supporter ..
You really is the very actice guy , like take part is sport .. dat also is the reason why i fall in love with you ..

Don't try to criticize me .! I will LOVE you as long as me can ..

memori ...

dun ask me how much i love you , as long as you love me too ..

i had wait you around 5 mon ++ , i really feel very very tired .. wad should i do ..? should i stop it earlier ..?!

without crying still crying , how useless i am .. but the memory which you given for me really is unforgettable ..

wad can i hold it tightly now jz is our memory ..

nowaday we seldom contact d , even sms also less d ..

try to survive without you .. still remember wad you told me be4 :" we juzt is a friens , i told you before . "

i think you already success to forget me , forget our memory , our promise , dat necklace and a lot .. juz give me some time to forget you bah , i will try my best , as much as i can ..

NightmAre

i hate national service .. wad kind of suck thing is dat ..
impossible the three month of camp can let us learn a lot of things lu , it just waste our time onli .. some more is 3 month arrhx ..! Argh , is 3 month . it is a very long time ..
3month = 91 day = 2184 hours ..

izzit dat is our fate , you is selected but i'm not ..!
should i go apply for ns , although i apply will we same badge ..?
i dunno wad can i do ..
without crying still is crying .. since i knew you need go for ns , i try control my emotions ..
but i failed , i was crying infront of you .. but you never noe the reason why i'm crying ..
why god so cruel ?!
i need you , i dun wish you are going ..
dat three month will become a distance obstacle between us ..