Our Love Will Never End

2011

2011-01-13T20:25:00.001-08:00

Grandpa past away in 2011.
R.I.P grandpa, even i cant think the little memory between us when i was small.
But u're a kind & helpful man in my mind.
Mummy told me u love me more then my little cousin, grandpa sorry.
i really dun have the memory of that. But i still love u much.
Miss u my grandpa.

Watched TRON when i was back.
Its was awesome, thank baby bring me to watch that.
That time we was late so i miss the front part.
*ish*

Garrett Hedlund so HANDSOME in the movie.
Baby agree too ^^

Sakae before movie ..

*Baby are so CUTE !!*

Watched gret day on yesterday.
I miss the front part too ! Haiz ~
Its so touching and make me think of my grandpa.

Home sweet h0me..

2011-01-06T08:30:00.000-08:00

Went Kl with my beloved BF on mon , now im back ..
Not feeling well since reach home, mayb cause of the air pressure while in the flight.
felt like faint & vomit now .. ish .
i do enjoy much in this trip, i was shop & eat non-stop in this 3 days ..
my weight are increase after this 3days, i think should on diet and back to 4*kG..

*my favourite *

without not feeling well, i'm EMO too !!
i think oversea study are the best choice for his future, i think after made the decision he gonna leave here soon!!
HATE the feeling much.. oversea study are the way to achieve his ambition.. i knew he wish to stay too.. but png don't have the course that he wanted..

This is the most sensitive topic between us, it make we feel sad & down thats why we less talk about that. Oh ya, the things i can do is respect all the decision he make. Learn to be independent, beleive that distance not the gap between us..

Recent

2010-12-04T23:25:00.000-08:00

*tadaa* i'm back .
had stop blogging almost one year d.
how's my life being in this year ?
hmm.. not much different between college & secondary life! i just get more freedom when i officially 18, the rest are still the same.
* new sem start > study > assingment > presentation > study break > exam> sem end *
i kept repeat the same stuff in every sem, left one and the half year to finish my diploma.
exam start on next mon , wish me good luck ^^

be with Mr.Ooi.ck 1 year+ ..
life between us still are the same, since we grow up we being more mature then last year.
but i still like to joke with u , feel happy while we joke with each other. i think that is the way how we communicate. slowly u become a part of my life, new member of my family. cant even imagine if you sudden disappear in my life, how my life gonna to be ? collapse ?! should be.

mood swing in this few week. keep think the nonsense stuff
maybe exam has destroy my mood, i cant concentrated in study and didnt worry about the exam. whats wrong with me ?!! i need the way out of laziness

untitled

2010-01-28T20:11:00.000-08:00

日子一天一天的过；不断的从我身边经过。

我还能抓住什么；不懂世界在热闹什么

没有谁在乎；谁跟谁分手；每个时间都继续转动

许下你听不到的承诺；那将是我心中的秘密

思念侵蚀了我的心；该如何去面对整个世界的寂寞

我突然觉得有点怕；你还会在我身边逗留多久

我的爱是说听不能停；而哭泣都是为了爱情；控制不了自己不掉泪

爱情

2010-01-14T16:29:00.000-08:00

地球上有无数的人口。每一对情侣从相遇；相识；了解再延展到相爱是一件艰巨的任务。但有什么事情能比起两个互不相识的人，冥冥中在命运地安排下俩人可以互相走入彼此的世界来得幸福。不过在过程中必须面对种种来自环境所造成的考验，或许上天希望在种种难关下让我们验证我们对另一半的情感是否坚固。
每一对恋人都会面对不同的波折所以必须学会互相扶持；体谅和包容。协力的把所有困难一一瓦解！
不要因为一时之气而做出某些事情去伤害深爱你的人。是否想过她们会应为你无伤大雅的一句话而忍受着心灵上的剧痛。如真的因一时脱口而出的话而造成伤害，事后尝试的去补偿别让一时之气蒙昏了你的心。试着想想现在呆在你的人是否已经没价值去挽留呢？他/她长期对你的包容；对你的爱；以及为你所做的一切一切难道不值得让你挽留以及得到你的原谅吗。每人都会犯下错误，与其在错误中一味的追根到底，倒不如拿出你包容的心宽恕对方所放下的错，宽恕他/她的小孩子脾气；吃醋的性格等等。
想把一颗被你伤害得支离破碎的心给拼凑回虽然不是一件简单的事情。但你必须踏出第一步，弯下身躯伸出你的双手去抚平被你所伤害过的心灵。切记：幸福不是必然的！
爱情必须经过长时间的洗礼才能修成正果。爱情就像一颗未经打磨的石子，每个人都必须下一番心机去打磨自己手中所拥有的石子，好好的将它摩亮。

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；要道歉也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要谅解；要接受；而不是忍受；要宽容，而不是纵容；要支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉；而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交待；是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，不可浪费；可以随时牵手；但不要随便分手！

happy 2mon anniversary ^^

2009-12-30T22:54:00.000-08:00

日子久了，是否代表已经厌倦现在所拥有的一切呢？！

对我而言和你在一起的日子久了，久而久之你已成了我生活的一部分。

如缺了你我就浑身不习惯，而你呢，是否和我一样

你让我成长，使我发现了自己的缺点。渐渐担心我的性格是否会让你觉得讨厌，无理取闹的性格你又能否忍受。

莫名的担心和顾虑那又代表什么。

我不能时常过于控制你的人身自由。

爱情就像放风筝。风筝飞得高不高；很久不久。关键在于放风筝人身上！

风筝人必须懂得放风筝技巧，时而松；时而紧。

如太过于放松，风筝就会一去不返。就像爱情！不是我不放松而是我没有那个胆量去冒这个险，但对你管的太严时又让你觉得喘不过气。

信任就成了我们彼此之间最重要的环节，你对我的信任超过百份百。

不过我比较希望你能剥掉我的自由，让我感受你对我浓浓的爱与占有欲。你又是否会

算了！再多的猜测也是不切实际。

只希望我能对你多些信任，少些怀疑。避免历史从演吧！

endless love

2009-12-21T00:54:00.000-08:00

真挚的爱情，需要对方的互相包容与忍耐。不计较对方的过去与背景。
一次又一次的让别人提起过去，一次一次的挑战我们之间的围墙。
外人的谈论使我担心，不想让那些胡言乱语伤害到你的心
一心一意爱你是我唯一能做的事，但愿能兑现我们的约定。

情感交杂，对他的爱

2009-12-07T19:57:00.000-08:00

爱情像弹簧，你要懂得拿捏力度才能将它玩弄于掌中。
当你越紧张一段感情时，就仿佛将以根弹簧拉得越紧。可否想过这会时弹簧失去原有的弹性。当我们再将它放松时，它早已失去本身所拥有的弹性。对而言之，当你把伴侣约束得太紧时，你已亲手一步一步摧毁彼此之间的信任。那两人在一起还有什么意思呢？

爱对另一半的忠贞与信任。不懂从何开始我们恋情里充满了我的对不起
爱你所以选择不告诉你。因为我深信你我之间总存着心有灵犀。但我又是否正确呢。你又是否真的懂我那份莫名的刁蛮和任性呢。爱恋中的人总免不了许多莫名的顾忌。我所担心的并非无道理。在这世上男未婚，女未嫁，什么事情都有可能发生。在夜里黯然落泪时你又知道，我并不是属于坚强的女生，我是纯正的H2O制造的小女生。或许我不像你那么成熟。只懂得无理取闹的我，你可否懂得相守是爱情里最薄弱的环节。在这秒我还是你手掌的挚爱，但我深怕下一秒你就成了我生命里过客。爱就像风，看不到，听得到感觉得到。我想你也感觉到我对你的情愫吧。但愿我们彼此珍惜与拥有在一起的时光。这段时间你包容我的任性，愚钝和白痴。我只希望你能了解我的顾虑

我会用我这辈子所剩下的时间好好得去 LURVE 你！

untitle

2009-11-12T03:33:00.000-08:00

我不懂，也不想去懂。。

时间真是一个可怕的摧毁者，爱情真的能抵过时间无情的煎熬与磨练吗

太多的流言蜚语传入耳里，一次一次的挑战我对你的信任

成熟的性格是否能让你成为那有心人

好累，一切就顺其自然！

停！！！我不想再听你们个人所谓的观点与意见了。

我相信我自己能兑现我们之间的时间诺言！

毕业啦~

2009-11-04T00:28:00.000-08:00

这样就在那里呆了五年

这五年里期间发生了不少事情，它们使我成长

也因友情演变到很多面但兜兜转转又回到最单纯的友情

我好爱你们无奈时间不能为了我们而停留，最终我们也必须为了各自的前途而分开

现在回想从前，在那五年里在学校里究竟学什么？！没。无可厚非我必须承认我唯一学到的就是‘珍惜’。珍惜我现在所拥有的友情，一群拥有不同性格的人被安排在一班内。从开始的不屑彼此的性格演变到现在的融洽.使我们更不舍为这美丽的相遇画上句号.希望我们的友情可以延续!

强忍着泪水并不代表我无情,冷酷的外表并不代表不重视这得来不易的友情.是你们为我的生命彩上美丽的色彩,你们永远都会是我的VIP..

得到你的人却得不到你的心

2009-10-24T01:33:00.000-07:00

你迷人的眼神俘虏我的心
我想没有什么东西比这更致命
我努力想结束这段迷失的感情
可我发现没有勇气和你说再见

难到注定爱上你最后伤的是自己
难道注定这一切将是回忆
你的心不属于我为何和我在一起
是不是因为寂寞和空虚

如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心
就算得到全世界也不开心
我想问一问你能否爱我一次
遗憾我并不是你唯一

如果我失去这一切能换来你的真心
就算失去全世界也不伤心
我以为人一起心就会在一起
可怜我还一直为你钟情

dear esther

2009-10-24T00:53:00.000-07:00

girl , u muz takecare urself properly !
jz nw received the msg from ur bro , we really get shock of dat ..
please , next time be more carefull .. dun fall down , simply get knock by anythg ..
the time we cn 2gether jz leave nt more then half year onli , i will appreciate the momentwe had pass ..
girl , i lurve u .. u 0lwais is my most lovely ling ling 4ever !

the end

2009-10-23T21:07:00.000-07:00

i hate u ..
i oledi accept the thing dat u had request from me ..
bt u duunno how deep u hurt me ..!
fine ..! same as dear [vivian.khor] told me , 4get wad i suppose to 4get ! time can heal everythg !
dis should be the last post about u !!

累~

2009-10-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

一次又一次！每次的争吵又是为了同样的一见事情
我很累了，当初你所答应的一切你根本也做不到！那你为何还要给我期望，然后亲手的将它给粉碎！你是否理过我的感受，我做每件事情先都会为你着想而你呢。你心里最挂念的，最在乎的是谁你自己懂得。我平时的沉默并不代表我不在乎！我还是非常的介意，只是为了不再为你添烦恼，我才一次又一次的把那些事情往心里吞！
但今晚我的忍耐仿佛到了极限。不想再和你联络的念头就产生了，或许那是最好的解脱了。多么的不舍也必须那样做。时间就是最好的治疗师！但最终我还是办不到！我也需要你的关心和陪伴，但那好像是一件非常奢侈事。我不想才成为附属品了。
心好痛好痛，可是我在也不能像以前那样嚎啕大哭后就当没一回事。
说好不哭了，但好痛好痛，痛到麻木了。泪就在不知不觉地滑落了。
但你呢。。早已陶醉在你的梦乡里。
我并不是你想象的那样坚强，我也需要你！！

上天也像在和我开玩笑似的
把所有一切最糟糕的事情都安排在一起
我们之间的事情全都浮现在我脑海里，使我无法专心甚至过马路也能粗心！
幸亏妈妈在身旁，每次发生问题时家人仿佛成了我的精神支柱

FATE

2009-10-15T19:50:00.000-07:00

平时的你会信息我先的，但今早却...

我才意识事情的严重。

或许是因为我的执着将事情演变到这个地步，曾经的明白事理何去何从？！

莫些事情上的死死相逼，慢慢的使你觉得厌烦。

盼在你的心目中拥有相同分量的地位和重要性，但一切也不能强求

放开就会得到一些出乎预料的结果，一切随缘？那真的太玄！

但是认识你就是个缘分，冥冥中就注定了。那就不想太多了，一心一意对你就对了

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水做的女人?! 彻夜泪流，让我的眼睛严重的脱水

手腕之痛不及心内的痛；心里淌的血往往比手上的来得多

你能在短期就将我的心给俘虏了，占据了很重的地位。我对你付出的爱仿佛比A先生还来得深，还来得快。

但我却亲手的摧毁我们彼此的信任

亲手的将我们之间的爱一片一片的给剥落

FB和M先生之间的一切只想让你知道我和他是朋友并无其他，但我没想过会为你带来不愉快，对不起

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Suck line ..

include digi n P1 keep make my pc dc ..

especially digi , is a problem maker .. keep late received ppl msg , wad service is dat ..

even digi is cheap , bt they didnt noe wad a customer need ..

damn angry about digi ..!

珍惜

2009-10-09T20:20:00.000-07:00

对不起，我保证不会再让你流泪。

昨天的任性，弄到你有点头大。
是你让我冷静下来，使我没做错决定
放心我以后也不会随便提出 ‘分手’两字
对不起。。
我会好好珍惜现在我所拥有的一切

低潮

2009-10-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

厌倦了等待，不喜欢那痴痴等待你回复信息的我

过去使我害怕，突然的情绪低落让我变得无理取闹

对不起

沼泽的爱

2009-10-08T02:03:00.000-07:00

慢慢的陷入这段关系里，我无法控制我对你的情感，或许已经越陷越深了但我真的无法控制事情的发展。

就像置身于沼泽里，渐渐的陷入里面。想抽身而去；但又无能为力。直到一步一步的将自己推到窒息的地步。

对不起；对不起；对不起。那时你经常会对我说的一句话。
感情里没有对与错，只有爱与不爱。
既然我们已选择了爱，那就依照着自己感觉去做。即使不能天长地久，也不至于让我们遺憾終身。曾经的错过令我学会珍惜，我不想再历史从演。
不望天长地久，只是短暂的拥有那就满足。
或许在别人眼中我是任性的，但我和他之间的感觉的的确确的存在。可是我不想伤害了任何人！
时间！我只要需要些时间，到时候我就会不再任性。我会使我们之间变成回忆！

截然不同的我

2009-10-06T23:33:00.000-07:00

LOVE IS OVER

逝去的爱不可能再寻回，即使寻回感觉不可能像以前般的甜蜜。
有了裂痕的爱情，不管如何努力的拼凑也会留下深深的裂痕。
我和他的爱已打了半年的点滴，是时候结束一切好让我们继续各自的生活。

你和他拥有同一般的帅气，但却存在很大的差别。
你拥有了他没有的优点。你的体贴温暖了我的心房。
我懂我们之间的处境，我不敢向你有太多的要求。不敢奢望我能占满你的心，我只希望你能感受到我对你的好，我已很满足。

ExAm

2009-09-19T22:57:00.000-07:00

spm nearer n nearer , but i still not in the mood ...

wad going on ?! even is my skul exam i also lazy to care ! did not do any revision at all , jz hope god will blessing me .. help me take part in the exam easily ..

not more den 2 month i will take part in spm , i dun think i can handle it easily ..

lazy bud , please get away from me . i want work more hard on my study .

NO energy to bother other thing are not related with my study , discuss it after my SPM

heartache

2009-09-06T08:57:00.000-07:00

i through i was strong i can give up a relationship easily ..
but that result show dat i CANT do that ..
i really tired about dat , wad should i do .?!
give up is suffer for me ; continue loving he ; izzit worth for dat ..

now an angel & devil was fighting in my heart ..
angel : ' follow your feeling , continue loving he not ur fault '
devil : ' stupid , as a girl dun so cheap .. too loyalty in a relationship wad did you get back .?! '

waiting or give up not the main point most important is HAPPY
no matter how i will choose the way that can make me happier ..

27/8/2009

2009-08-27T21:05:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was hang out with Aeron , Qi , Daniel , Beng & Wils0n .

Having the movie ' IMAGINE THAT d' ; that was a funny movie . Describe the imagination between the children and her daddy . Have some one told me the director had miss up a event , why the actor had stole so much pin to do his crown but din let ppl cacth it wor .. ^^ cute izzit .. After dat having some fun in redbox , but dunno why Qi & Daniel not in the mood . Maybe Daniel was soar throat & Qi very long din sing d ba ..

Thx for some one who lend me his jacket when I was felt cold .

Appreciate every moment we had passed ; Appreciate when you was beside me when i need you

This early b.day party not suprise as my Valentine ; maybe our situation is different jor . But the most important is you still be with me , make me felt blissful while we was together ..

2009-08-24T00:13:00.000-07:00

[ me & cousin ]

have a long time din update my blog edi , sure full of spider web d ..

kinda busy on my study and so on , TRIAL exam wsa coming soon but i still not in the mood for study .. Haix , wad going on .?!

grandma leave us also for 3 week d , we still miss she much ..
after grandma pass away let us realise dat family important den everythg ..

keep pretending not care he , but i can do dat or not .?!

who noe , just the god no dat ..

honestly i never 4get he before , 4get the thg we had passed , the romanticed he given for me the kiss he gave and a lot .. no one can replace he ..

bye grandma

2009-08-05T02:36:00.000-07:00

grandma was leave us ..

updated it later ..

miss grandma , pray for she ..
miss his shoulder , need he , where he are ..? did he noe how much i need he when i crying ..?!

[ i love you ; i need you ; i miss you ]

grandma ..

2009-08-02T00:28:00.001-07:00

finally my sick getting better d .. no more fever , just left cought and flu only ..
but grandma still at ICU for two day edi ..

doctor said dey already try dier best ..
grandma organ all already lost function . eg stomach bleeding , renal recession and so on ..
papa said give up will better for grandma basiclly she wont so suffer again ..
i noe dat too , but she still is my grandma wad . dose decision is too fierce d .. did you all feel dat ?!
papa , uncle dem and doctor said grandma wont stay for so long d .. 2 day , 3 day or even one week . who noe , no body know dat , just god noe dat .. doctor just told us muz always company with grandma as long as we can ..
life really precious , we must appreciate it ..!

last time you told me no matter wad thing happened it you will stay beside me ..
but now ..
when i need you , where you are ..?
even just a concern sms i also saticfaction , but it is impossible ..
nowaday you already feel lazy sms with me .. mo more topic we can chat about ..
you just will concern SHE , maybe you are right !
SHE is you new girlfriend , just myself dun wan to believe dat fact ..!

sick

2009-07-30T22:04:00.000-07:00

flu , cough , fever ..

since yesterday back from school , i keep feel not well ..
izzit i fall sick d ..?!
i don't scared suffering from sick , i just scared need to quarantine
if need quarantine mean that i can't go tuition edi ..
so that cant meet you for one week ..

i didnt think much nor request more .
i just want you know that i need you when i was sick .

[ when you walk away , t count the steps that you take . do you see how much i need you right now ?
when youre gone , the pieces of my heart are missing you
when youre gone , the face i came to know is missing too
when youre gone the words i need to hear to always get me throught the day
and make it ok i miss you ]

You ..

2009-07-21T03:19:00.000-07:00

Non stop thinking of YOU ..

Ya , i agree wad my friends said .. you really is a good guy , regret for last time duno how to appreciate you .. if now start to appreciate you will it too late ..?

Hooray .! so happy when knew dat you won in your skul badminton competition ..
Actually i had plan for going dat competiton , but .. i sked you dislike , nvm ba .. no matter where i am , i will be your supporter ..
You really is the very actice guy , like take part is sport .. dat also is the reason why i fall in love with you ..

Don't try to criticize me .! I will LOVE you as long as me can ..

memori ...

2009-07-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

dun ask me how much i love you , as long as you love me too ..

i had wait you around 5 mon ++ , i really feel very very tired .. wad should i do ..? should i stop it earlier ..?!

without crying still crying , how useless i am .. but the memory which you given for me really is unforgettable ..

wad can i hold it tightly now jz is our memory ..

nowaday we seldom contact d , even sms also less d ..

try to survive without you .. still remember wad you told me be4 :" we juzt is a friens , i told you before . "

i think you already success to forget me , forget our memory , our promise , dat necklace and a lot .. juz give me some time to forget you bah , i will try my best , as much as i can ..

NightmAre

2009-07-01T08:53:00.000-07:00

i hate national service .. wad kind of suck thing is dat ..
impossible the three month of camp can let us learn a lot of things lu , it just waste our time onli .. some more is 3 month arrhx ..! Argh , is 3 month . it is a very long time ..
3month = 91 day = 2184 hours ..

izzit dat is our fate , you is selected but i'm not ..!
should i go apply for ns , although i apply will we same badge ..?
i dunno wad can i do ..
without crying still is crying .. since i knew you need go for ns , i try control my emotions ..
but i failed , i was crying infront of you .. but you never noe the reason why i'm crying ..
why god so cruel ?!
i need you , i dun wish you are going ..
dat three month will become a distance obstacle between us ..

大女人

2009-06-29T01:12:00.000-07:00

爱上了你，就如我啊爱上了雨天

只有漫步在雨中，才不会让人发现我在哭泣

命运是掌握在我们的手里，但我们却不能改变命运

固执而行到头来也是换来伤害

上天安排我们的相遇，相识以及相爱；但却要我们接受分开的命运

我不像其他女生那样的温柔，我就是有自我的特色

但冥冥让你爱上一个娇小的女生，她比我还懂怎样向你撒娇

大女人，小女生的之间，你选择了她，同时也放弃了我

承若是如此的美丽，但又是如此的残酷

我们的约定是否能像丢东西一样，说丢就丢

我们的回忆是否能任由风的呼唤，随风而去

每当你的转身，我都会眼睁的看着你离我而去

默默的在心里数着，你我的距离 ...

女生

2009-06-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

再怎么坚强的女生也会有脆弱的一面。

今天就让我发现她也一样。。

平时多么努力的伪装快乐，也只是伪装。。

她依然让‘他’牵引着她的情绪，原来她一直都非常需要‘他’

只是一直在哪儿假装，装着对一切也不在乎

这就是所谓的女生

上帝再制造人时犯了很大的错误

它只赐给人类一半的灵魂。所以我们一直在这世上寻寻觅觅地寻找属于我们自己的另一半灵魂，

它仿佛成了我们的另个使命。但是否每个人都能完成这个使命呢

在过程中我们要受多大的伤害以及打击

无私的付出是否能换回我们应得的回报

从陌生到熟悉，从朋友至恋人，从恋人在变会最熟悉的陌生人

一切都来得快时，去得也快

但是否每个人都拿得起放得下？

每个人都能忍受这种打击后又能恢复以前的生活？

char birthday pic ..

2009-06-25T02:19:00.000-07:00

dose pic is cap on char b.day ..

it so messy right ..

sorry , bcoz i was lazy to arrange it again d ..

PS .. ^^

Never Be Replace ..

2009-06-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

He will NEVER BE REPLACE .. Although me had said before i will trying to give up dis relationship but dat no mean i will start a new relationship soon ..! hope all guy can understand dat , because now i just treat all of you as my BEST FRIEND ..! ^^

Eu arE evrything in my life see the joy you bring ,
no one I compare you to ..

I don't care wad dey stay , i will do anyhthing dat i feel WORTH ..

Never predict wad i 'm thinking , you wont guess it .. Just he can understand me ..
he is my PRINCE , no one can replace he ..

Happ! birthDay char ..

2009-06-19T20:01:00.000-07:00

last night ee chee and us had celebrate charlene ei birthday oh .. ^^
HAPPY BIRHDAY , my little PRINCESS ..
before dat i never wonder me is the laz person who going the party la ..
althought dis birthday party is late , but we all also very enjoy it ..
well , if can i will upload the pic soon .. bcoz last night just kyle who have take camera onli ..

~friendship forever~

reStart my liFe ..

2009-06-18T20:47:00.001-07:00

open the new blog .. i had quit the wretch blog d
dat last blog bring a lot memory for me .. i can't using that anymore ..
i noe i must be strong , you had becum my past tense .. i CAN'T always life inside the memory ..
yours are right ..! so from mow start i will trying forget you .. without you i still is me .. i hope me can do dat ..

' you can't predict his thinking don't try to guess .. like that hurt even deeper '

' i also dun know why he so cruel .. big ord , wan learn how to be more strong , know ma ..?you so love him , but he never wil appreciate you .. so pity , nvm me sayang back ..'

' i think you must leave he for one month , see he will feel regret or not ..'

' actually if he like another one ord , no matter wad u do also no use .. if that really happen , wad can you do is to be his most close fren .. like that whenever he got wad problem also he will fond u ..'

dose phares are given form my friend .. I MUST BE STRONG .! DUN SMS HE ANYMORE .! BE HIS MORE CLOSE FRIEND ?! i think it impossible edi .. be STRANGER is suitable for us .. i had alpt friend who concern me .. i cant make dem dissapointed again d .. he is so FIERCE , no reason make me love him anymore ..

i had learn how to be strong ..!
now is the time for RESTART MY LIFE ..!